Reconnecting

These last few weeks I have been reconnecting with my past friends I haven't spoken with in a few years and to find out how they've been. Like me some have had to deal with death and  the loss of a family member recently. It was helpful to share the pain and heartache but to also hold on to the memories of all the good times we had with those lost. I find it is helpful to actually hear someones voice rather than to read unspoken words.

Finding a Passion

As a boy I easily found countless dreams and fantasies about how I could occupy my time in the day and with no real sense of failure. Now I more and more find my self filled with worry and defeat. I don't seem to have the same boyish imagination to explore the unknown. As each day passes it is my intent to claim back some of those boyhood fantasies and make some thrilling memories.

How things change

Its weird how at one point in life you feel like everything is working out in your favor and then it seems the next day it all just changes. Like for myself, I was bringing home an income of over 75K and then almost in an instant I am a college student living off my 401K and student loans. I woke up today and said to myself what was I thinking. I question my decisions a lot and wonder if this one, me going back to complete my degree was the right one. Well personally this is just another small mountain to climb and if in the end it doesn't work out. I am sure it will benefit me in some strange way.